Yenty Hartanto

I’ve just accidentally read my previous personality test and eii.. suprised with the sentence “You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.”

Hmm.. yah.. i’m struggling with something right now..
not sure whether i can share bout this with others..

Eii.. no no.. i’m not having any problems with my social life, relationship, or even lessons,
no.. it’s totally a very “private and confidential” stuff. Hahaha,, is that so serious? Hmm.. not really actually, for others, but.. err.. yah.. guess for me it’s more than serious.

All i can say is i’m just starting this process, the process of relieving.
haa.. i dont even know when this process will end. Couple of months i hope.
I have to confess it put me in such a very deep stress. Sure no one will notice that. (It’s not something u can share that u’ll pray no one will notice, haha).

Relieving..

Yah.. i hope after this process, it will relieve me forever, born into a new shell.

And talking bout relieving..,

this thing reminds me bout the pain-first-happiness-after.

Just like when Buddha was so much in pain to relieve from mortality life and reach “nibbana”.

Just like having final assignment to relieve u from tiring dulling college studies.

hahaha..  weird parable i guess..

but.. that’s what i’m facing now..

it.. feels more than those parables for me.. it really puts me so much in pain and day by day i keep counting to reach the last moment..

as the effects, i’m a bit lost my way, i’m not focusing on any other things, final assignment or the PKM project, or raising fund for tzuchi,  i’m not interested in lots of things.

but neither the assignment nor the project can wait too long. so i have no choice to work extra hard to put more ideas and energy on them.

Sometimes i just want to disappear..  not because i’m not finding the solution.. no.. i live in the solution i take now..  but this process sometimes isolates me..

But i do promise..

The day i relieve will be the day i’ll get all my power back.

My stamina, power, mood and all other stuffs will be totally fully charged!

I can’t wait for that moment..

Really can’t wait for it..

Either if u thought this post sounds misterious or if u couldn’t get where my point sails,

well i’m just begging for ur support and pray that i’ll come back soon.. hope it will be very soon..

[Catatan di suatu hari kelam berhujan.].

Teruntuk mentariku yang hangat…

Engkau tahu betapa aku menyayangimu..

Engkau tahu betapa aku akan memberi apapun untukmu..

Engkau tahu betapa aku rapuh tanpamu..

Engkau tahu betapa aku bangga akanmu..

Betapa aku menyombongkan diri akanmu..

Dan betapa yang lain iri padaku..

Tanpamu.. bagaimana kulewati kelamnya hidup..

Karena hidupku hanya butuh hangatmu..

Dalam setiap dekapan dan usapan air mataku..

Setiap malam kubersyukur..

Untuk sebuah jalinan jodoh tak ternilai..

Dan kuberjanji untuk membawanya dalam setiap kehidupan..

Hidup tak pernah mudah..

Dan engkau tahu yang kita lewati sangatlah berliku..

Walau yang lain tak mengerti.. namun engkau ada menggenggam tangan..

Mentariku..

Aku sangat sangat menyayangimu..

Dedicated to : my lovely mom. i love u.

hmm.. few days ago i took a quite interesting personality test which was introduced by one of my fellow, Nez, in her post and was quite surprise and like the result,

why don’t u try yours then?

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
and have fun with it?

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

Ahh,, guess i’m now in a situation which needs both-side argument.. We never know who the bad guy is..

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Life partner?? How could u ever guess that?? Bravo!
Thanks for the advice

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

I can always trust my insting

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Hahahha… i do not have any sensible tactics..
seems my straightforwardness was stressed as a power point in this quiz.. haha..

Your views on education :

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

Yap! How could u ever stop??

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don’t focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

Hmm.. yah,, i confess i have lots lots of opportunities and things i would love to do..

Ideas pop up in ur mind and never stop, but ya,, we can’t ever have them all..

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.

All i can say is : I always try to do my best.. u know i do not like failure..

What are you most afraid of :

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Things i could not control.. hmm.. am I?? Could be.. but we do realize life can’t ever be controlled, don’t we?  We try to keep life undercontrol, but you can’t ever arrange any scenario for your life,
 surprises can be very awesome sometimes.. J

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Yeah.. i like privacy very much.. it’s the only time u can know yourself better..
And my mom is always my most trusted person

Ps : Click the “Give me More” button to try another quizes as the web offers lots more to know your personality better..

Pagi ini aku bangun dengan perasaan yang cukup baik,
hingga aku membaca sebuah buku yang mengingatkanku pada banyak hal di masa lalu.. dan seharian aku dihantui pertanyaan-pertanyaan tentang diriku dulu, saat ini, dan akan datang..
iya.. aku salah.. aku masi saja melakukan kesalahan.. mengapa bisa aku tidak menyadarinya?
aku seperti anak kecil saja.. bukan.. tp karena aku egois.. egois tak mengenal umur..
mungkin orang lain tidak akan mempermasalahkan.. mungkin menganggap tdk ada yg salah..
tapi aku lah yang menyalahkan diriku mengapa bs sampai salah.. karena komitmen yang kubuat untuk diriku sendiri.. untuk mencapai.. kedewasaan..

Tapi satu yang pasti, aku tahu salahku, setidaknya aku masih masuk dalam kuadran “org yang tahu dirinya salah” daripada ada di kuadran “org yg tak tahu dirinya salah”.. haha..
tapi itu tdk cukup bagiku.. begitu tahu aku salah maka aku harus memutuskan bagaimana mengubahnya.. maka sudah kutuliskan semua dalam sebuah notes baru..
apa kesalahanku, mengapa aku bisa melakukan kesalahan, apa yang bisa kulakukan untuk memperbaikinya, apa tujuan dan harapanku dengan perbaikan ini.
Hope i can stick to it.. i know i can.. J

Do not ask me what the mistakes are.. (yes, it’s plural)
i don’t even know who to explain..
it’s totally personal review.. my personal introspection..

Jam 00:15

Baru saja saya selesai menonton acara ‘Barometer’, salah satu acara debat politik yang biasanya menghadirkan pakar politik atau pengamat politik dan membahas satu isu dalam ruang studio SCTV.

Tentu saja isu yang diangkat hari ini adalah isu terhangat yang dari tadi siang terus menerus diberitakan, mengenai Wakil Ketua Umum Partai Demokrat yang tanpa sengaja [who ever know?] menyinggung Partai Golkar dengan menyebut bahwa Golkar mungkin hanya akan mendapat suara 2,5% [that would be definitely Golkar’s darkest night mare..].

Well, SBY, Pak Presiden tercinta kita, tentu saja sudah klarifikasi dengan menggelar temu pers dan menyatakan Achmad Mubarok, Wakil Ketua Umum Demokrat, mungkin saja “slip off the tongue”dan tidak bermaksud menyulut peperangan dengan Golkar mengingat hubungan baik yang selama ini dibina kedua partai. SBY menghormati Golkar sbg partai senior sejak Orde Baru dan berharap dengan klarifikasinya tersebut dapat mensettle statement2 Jusuf Kalla di luar negeri.

Setelah mendengar-dengar begitu banyak versi berita, sepertinya memang ada sedikit permainan statement dimana Mubarok tersebut ditanyai oleh wartawan dan statement yang keluar adalah bahwa partai besar bisa saja menjadi kecil (tidak dipilih) dan begitu pulak sebaliknya.
“Misalnya saja partai Golkar”.
Dan ada wartawan yang bertanya “apakah mungkin bs 2,5%?”.
“Mungkin saja”.
dan keluarlah artikel di koran dan berita-berita keesokan harinya yang menyatakan Mubarok menyatakan Golkar hanya akan mencapai 2,5%… hmm… cape deh.. hahaha…

Nah, isu inilah yang hangat dibicarakan dalam acara ‘Barometer’ tersebut. Dan yang saya lihat duduk didalamnya adalah setan-setan politik yang sesungguhnya mengacau dan membisikkan peperangan pada kader-kader yang yah.. krg bijaksana..
salah satu setan yang dilabeli sebagai Pakar Komunikasi Politik adalah Tjipta Lesmana [i dont even know who the hell he is..] yang ntah atas alasan apa sepertinya sangat mendewakan JK (Jusuf Kalla).

Demon TL ini menyatakan SBY “kurang bs menerima kritik” dan “kemampuan komunikasi politiknya” lemah. SBY dikatakan sering menggunakan “bahasa bersayap”.
Hey, come on.. jadi harus pake bahasa apa donk? Saya sendiri mendengar klarifikasi Presiden SBY secara langsung.. jelas, tenang, dengan tutur kata dan penggunaan bahasa yang bagus sekali.. Mario Teguh jg menyatakan : “bahasa menunjukkan martabat dan kemampuan”.
menurut Demon cara komunikasi SBY membingungkan rakyat [well, menurutku bahasanya jelas dan tepat.. ] dan harusnya seorang pemimpin berbicara seperti JK yang “to the point”.
Menurut Demon, JK hampir tidak memiliki kelemahan.. [come on..],
katanya “JK karakternya cooler.. lbh cool.. walaupun marah tp masih bs mengontrol..”
[prasaan saya sendiri dengar JK blg “jgn bermimpi buruk Golkar akan mendapat 2,5%!” he’s mad enough, sir.. ]
dan tambahnya, “komunikasi politik JK sgt baik… hampir tdk ada kelemahan..”

Dan pendewaan terbesarnya terlihat dari statement bahwa Demokrat byk berharap pada JK.
Dan jika JK tidak ada, SBY tahu dia tidak akan mampu bertahan [what a heck? We’re all waiting for another partner for SBY!].
dan…. if u think that’s all what he said.. check what the demon said next:
“JK dalam pidatonya mengatakan ‘Kita butuh pemerintahan yang kuat’ dan itu menyatakan dengan jelas bahwa JK ingin mengatakan ‘yang saat ini tidak kuat’. Kalimat itu.. sbnrnya pakai koma, dgn sambungan bahwa pemerintahan skrg tidak kuat, tp tdk dilanjutkan saja kalimat itu, tp kan sudah jelas maksudnya..” See??

Kupikir sejak awal acara, sang demon sudah berusaha menyulut peperangan antara Pres dan Wapres sekarang.. sebenarnya, menurut saya, kadang persoalan tidak se-complicated ato se-mess yang diceritakan, hanya sajaaa… komentar-komentar dari Pakar Politik XXX, Jubir XXX, dll nya, itu lah yang jadi duri dalam daging, racun dalam anggur.. jika tidak bijak, negara ini bisa bacok-bacokan karena mulut berbisa demon-demon ini..
jika ada pepatah China yang mengatakan “大事化小事,小事化無事“ (read : ta se hua siau se, siau se hua u se) yang berarti “mslh besar jd kecil, mslh kecil jd tdk ada”,
maka tampaknya Indonesia pny pepatah sebaliknya.. haha..

Dan akhirnya saya setuju pada satu kesimpulan pd akhir acara dari statement Ade bla3 [saya lupa namanya], Pakar Komunikasi dari UI, yang menyatakan :
“tampaknya kita tidak sedang mencari solusi, tapi melihat siapa yang dapat mengalahkan siapa.”
“sudah tidak jaman lagi sepertinya mengangkat isu mengenai kemampuan suatu pemerintahan menyelesaikan masalah negara seperti krisis ekonomi, tapi sudah mengarah ke isu siapa yang menang dari siapa, tampaknya itu yg sedang menarik..”

barusan saya menerima message menarik dr salah satu fellow di fs yg merupakan marketing Accurate software.
menarik minat saya krn sehari-hari slalu berinteraksi dgn software ini, haha, sbg asdos matkul komp.akuntansi di kampus dan sdh mendapat sertifikasi profesional jg (salah satu sertifikasi yg bs kupertanggungjawabkan.. :P).
menurut saya, s/ware ini ckp menarik dan lengkap, hanya saja dibutuhkan sdkt pengetahuan akuntansi..

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bagi yg blom pernah nyoba, bole coba yg Education version, yg free, ckp menarik,
mgkn bs membantu mslh financing anda ato at least bs bljr dan nambah pengetahuan bout accounting…

happy learning!

Banyak da telantar… i’m not in the line anymore.. hahahahaha
msh ingat jelas horoscope Thursday, 10 Dec 2008, for Virgo :
“A lot can be achieved, but only if you know what you need to do — write it down.”
gubrakkk… u’r right!

ü  Tugas DSS (Decision Support System) utk cari s/ware DSS, perbandingan, analisa, dan presentasinya….. [finally done]

ü  Aransemen lagu2 natal bt natalan hr sbt ini  [wish me luck..]

·         Sambung beresin kamar yg uda berantakan dan g siap2 diberesin dr minggu kmrn..

·         Susun proposal dan bimbingan krn deadline tgl 10Jan.. fiuhhh…..  stlh itu da mo sminar proposal… haaaaa………

·         Project Web yg minimal 20 page!! Yg kubuat masih 10.. gawat.. [hrs siap liburan ini.. ]

·         Tugas E-Business utk cari web B2B dan B2C dan analisa detailnya.. [project liburan jg.. huahua :(]

·         Mulai persiapkan kegiatan PKM yg walaupun blom diumumkan jebol dr Dikti tapi prasaan bs jebol, whahahhaha, mana tau… [but,, emmm nth napa jd berharap gk lulus, soalnya da ckp pusing dgn TA].

·         Review2 pelajaran yg uda banyak lupa, Accurate, Dbase, VB, Javascript,
mulai bljr PHP, mo nyoba bljr ASP dan Ajax, wkwkwkwkwk, betapa bodohnya diriku…

·         Violin practise lagi dgn lagu2 klasik yg bertumpuk, beethoven, vivaldi, mozart, handel..
blom lg nyoba lagu Sonata nya Beethoven yg dikirim Vaness..

·         Annual schedule utk tentuin waktu kumpul dana sumbangan utk Tzuchi dan acara2 sosialnya. [saya slalu smangat dgn yg satu ini... he..]

help me…!!!
tampaknya libur kali ini tdk bs tenang..

barusan saya dpt email forward-an dr kak susi.. hehe..
menarik perhatian saya, makanya saya jadikan post aj, buat share.. ^^

Tips kecantikan alami

sumbangan : orange skunky

Kecantikan boleh dibentuk melalui latihan dalaman. Dan semestinya kecantikan dari dalaman itu kekal dan utama.1. Untuk membentuk bibir yang menawan,ucapkan kata-kata kebaikan.

2. Untuk mendapatkan mata yang indah, carilah kebaikan pada setiap orang yang anda jumpai.

3. Untuk mendapatkan bentuk badan yang langsing, bahagikanlah makanan dengan mereka yang kelaparan.

4. Untuk mendapatkan rambut yang indah, mintalah seorang anak kecil untuk menyisirnya dengan jemarinya setiap hari.

5. Untuk mendapatkan sikap tubuh yang indah, berjalanlah dengan segala ilmu pengetahuan, dan anda tidak akan pernah berjalan sendirian.

Manusia, jauh melebihi segala ciptaan lain, perlu sentiasa berubah,diperbaharui, dibentuk kembali, dan diampuni. Jadi,jangan pernah kecilkan seseorang dari hati anda. Apabila anda sudah melakukan semuanya itu, ingatlah sentiasa. Jika suatu ketika anda memerlukan pertolongan, akan sentiasa ada tangan terhulur.

Dan dengan bertambahnya usia anda, anda akan semakin mensyukuri telah diberi dua tangan, satu untuk menolong diri anda sendiri dan satu lagi untuk menolong orang lain

Kecantikan wanita bukan terletak pada kain yang dikenakannya, bukan pada bentuk tubuhnya, atau cara dia menyisir rambutnya.

Kecantikan wanita terdapat pada matanya, cara dia memandang dunia. Kerana di matanya terletak gerbang menuju ke setiap hati manusia, di mana cinta dapat berkembang. Kecantikan wanita bukan pada kehalusan wajahnya. Tetapi kecantikan yang murni, terpancar pada jiwanya, yang dengan penuh kasih memberikan perhatian dan cinta dia berikan. Dan kecantikan itu akan tumbuh sepanjang waktu.

what do u think?

Though we do not celebrate Thanksgiving here (read : Indonesia),
but i have lots of things to thank for in my life,
For the love and support from my family,
for the laughters, joy and even problem with u all guys, my friends,
even for all the attentions and appreciation from the lovers, haha
for the good health i have,
for the warm heart and love that keeps burning inside (yes, i keep it warm :)),
for the dreams and thoughts that keep poping in my mind,
for the passion i have to live the fullest of my life,
for the Lord that stay there and everywhere,
I say Thank You…
bunches of it..
Thank You…. god bless!!

Perih skali kurasakan..
ketika dunia berbalik menyerang setiap niat baik yg kulakukan..
warna hitam itu, pujangga.. memaksa menodai ketulusan hatiku..
aku butuh tangan-tangan yg meyakinkanku bhw aku benar..
yang ada utk membentengi warnaku..

Trima kasih utkmu, pecinta hidup… utk mempercayai warna putihku…
utk teman2 yg lain.. terima kasih..

An interesting souvenir from Bogor.. ^^

My youngest brother and I always have interesting and unique souvenirs to give..  hmm guess we have same taste in unique things hehe..
so, last holiday he brought the ‘Horta’ doll from his uni, IPB, as a souvenir for me..

This doll has been patented as one of the uni’s .
 It was made up of  (i guess) a kind of dry soil, with seeds or something inside, wrapped up into interesting animal dolls.

The process to grow the grass is quite easy.. no special procedure needed..

1.       Soak the doll in clean water with head side down for an hour

2.       put on dry place

3.       water the doll everyday

4.       in less than a week, young grasses will grow from the head side

taraaaa…. here’s the horta doll I have :

day 1st :

day 4th : 

                                                                                      close-up

day 7th : (blush) I do not have the pict. :”>

P.S. :  do not put the doll under direct sunlight

for more information, you can visit http://bonekahorta.blogspot.com/

happy experimenting =)

Tiba-tiba detik terasa berhenti….
ketika kaki ditarik ke dimensi pikiran yang lain..

Ialah pujangga sejati..
Ialah sang pecinta hidup…
yang membuatku serasa tak bernilai di hadapannya…
karena ia begitu indah… begitu memesona…
dan kilaunya mengaburkan berlian-berlian mahal lainnya….

aku terhenyak oleh angannya..
yang bagaikan letupan kembang api silih berganti..
hingga kuberpikir ‘benarkah ia hidup?’

Dari hangatnya.. ku rasakan kekuatan..
dalam setiap tatapannya… yang dilihatnya hanya cinta…
ada magnet yang membuatku ingin terus tinggal di sana…
hingga kenyataan menarikku kembali ke porosnya…

Untuk sang pujangga, sang pecinta hidup.. the gem.

Note for myself :   that gem ain’t expensive, it’s priceless..

Some says my family is a ‘dream family’ for everyone. Warm, friendly, caring, and cheerful.
We all have different characters, but we put them all in a box called ‘tolerancy’.
And my mom… is the ‘thread’. A very great mom… Hoping someday I can be a piece of her. J

We faces problems in life.. but we discuss and very supportive to each other. Sometimes we judge but never blame any.  Errr.. y sometimes we did… hehe (normal..)

I remember whem my youngest brother announced that he would take veterinary major.
My parents had been thinking he was joking all this time, meanwhile, i knew he meant it from the first.  They were not sure bout that idea, well, everybody wasn’t.
It’s not a common major a chinese kid will take. Common subjects should be in business or IT major, in perspective that it’s easier to find a job.
But we knew he meant it. He always knows what he wants. He explained and we support him.
So, there he is in IPB taking veterinary major.
But bigger challenges come after.  People and family start asking bout his major to us, mostly to my parents. The first expression will be “really? how can?” the coming judgement will be depend on the way they think.
Some says we have to support, but most says it’s useless and my parents have been insane for letting him taking that major. Well… it’s a tough situasion, is it?
But there’s my supportive parents, especially my mom. She explains again and again. She faced those judgements. No single word telling that my brother has caused problems on her. She defends my brother. She believes in him. And I hope my brother knows it, appreciates it.

Adrian, his elder brother, faced the same problem too. He’s smart and ambitious.
He passed the test and entered ITB taking mathematics major. For some unexplainable reasons whehehe.., he was transferred to astronomy,  a major he never likes.
One day he told us “seems like i want to change my major to management”  well…. for me that’s brilliant idea, he.. doesn’t suit science major, he’s a profit-oriented person J
but changing major is a big thing. My parents thought about it and said “okay”. U can see how they support the best for us.
so now he’s taking 2 major at once. And he said management interests him a lot…. J

well….. for me, my parents are living diary.. i can always tell anything to them..  from important things to ridiculous and embarassing stuffs like boys or anything… 
I have never worried bout their opinion.  Sometimes they judge but ya.. they respect and understand us..
They care of our friends.. love other kids like theirs..

Sounds so proud of my fam?  I do… :d

There’s even a very touching word from Adrian “mom… if u were there.. i’ll be alright…”

wew… mau share web menarik neh…
yg blom coba, must try http://www.morphthing.com ini deh, gokil… hehe.
nih dpt dr referensi slh satu fans di blog nya Christian Sugiono,
krn keren, ku share di sini deh..

webnya buat combining wajah-wajah dr 2 org yg berbeda.. bisa wajah seleb ato wajah kita sndiri,
nih cth2 hasil morphs nya.. :

Keira-Jolie :

nih hsl experimen dgn korban wajah-ku :

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coba2 aj buat muka2 yg laen, yg lbih kreatif, hehe
happy experimenting!

Not sure since when this habit started, but suddenly the members in my neighbourhood love having food festival. All cook together, bring out their best ‘kungfu’ they have in cooking and partying all night long.. hehe

Less than 2 months, we have held at least 4 times food festivals as i can remember,

Festival  I  :  
date   : 16 August 2008 (celebrating Indonesian Independence)
food   : steamboat, fried fish, fried chicken, roasted corn, roasted prawn,
drink   : fruit-cocktail iced
desert : chocolate ice-cream

            Comment : started on 10pm, this is the real supper, wkwkwk, so
                                I didn’t eat a lot, don’t like the steamboat too much, a
                                bit  tasteless..
                                prefer the roasted corn and roasted prawn, but love the 
                                chocolate ice-cream, yummy….

Festival II  :     
date   : 6 September 2008 (on weekend)
food   : rice, Bataknese roasted pork called ‘saksang’ , roasted rayfish
drink   : wine

             Comment : what a real all-man-party!! hahahha, with wine and
                                 saksang, they stayed till 4.

Festival III :    
date   : 27 September 2008 (on weekend again)
food   : rice, pork cooked with vinegar and ginger, shrimp fritter, fried
             cassava, batter-fried shrimp
drink   : ‘cendol’ and wine (again)

             Comment : well, don’t really like the pork, just not accustomed to
                                 such taste, hehe, so I just have the rice with the
                                 shrimp

Festival IV :    
date   : 30 September 2008 (celebrating Lebaran holiday)
food   : rice, ‘lalapan’ (raw vegetables dish) + ‘belacan’ (what is it called in
            english? well, it’s a kind of spicy sauce made from grilled shrimp), 
             veal curry, fried salty fish, fried chicken, ‘pulut kuning’ (sticky rice) +
             ‘ketupat’ (a kind of rice cake)
drink   : cucumber-passion iced
desert : longan

             Comment : damn real food festival, i ate till couldn’t move! hehehhe,
                                 but have to say, the belacan is absolutely.. the best!!!
                                 Hehehehe so Indonesian! and also the ketupat.. have
                                 missing it for a long time…

Jam menunjukkan 1.30 mlm..  [click, clock, click, clock.. ] jam dinding berdentang..

Smlm tuh, lg asik2nya ntn ‘Coklat Stoberi’ , g biasa2nya aku bela2in ntn film Indo ampe segini malam.. hahaha, biasa seh film2 yg lebi seru.. berhubung agk penasaran ama ke-gay-an pemainnya, jd ntn trs, pdhal da smpet mo tertidur..
pas lg asik2nya ntn, listriknya idup mati, lampunya kedap kedip trs, haduh… bikin takut aj.. da hampir 15mnt an gt, jd takut sndiri, krn smua da pada tdr..

Akhirnya, aku mutuskan utk cuci muka aj deh, trs tdr. Di kmr mandi, lampunya makin kedap kedip, haduh.. takut listrik nya g beres.. trs voltase d lt.1 jg bunyinya meraung gt, keknya ada yg g beres.. prasaan uda g enak bgt..
cuman krn emk lg cuci muka, so, pikirnya ntar aj deh abis cuci muka baru ngasi tau mama, lg cuci muka jg takut, teringet2 ma film2 horor, hahaha, trs keknya kok ada suara2 gt y.. jadi makin takut.. mikir macem2..

Begitu siap cuci muka, da dgr suara2 dr luar, waduh.. keknya beneran g beres neh.. br mo ngasi tau mama, uda ada yg ngebel!!  Langsung deh heboh.. teriak2 lari k kamar mama, trs ngelongok k jendela rumah, krn yg kepikiran pertama adalah trafo dpn kebakaran..
papaku begitu aku triak, lgsg lari k bawah, g pake baju, cuman pake clana pendek,
dan ternyata emk ada yg kebkaran!! 3 rumah dr rumahku…

Tuh yg nempatin anak kost, ternyata sekring mrk g berfungsi alias rusak, dan pas ada korslet gt, g bs lompat listriknya, alhasil , kebakar sekringnya dan membakar tembok gt.. untung ada anak kost yg blom tdr, mrk ngebel tetangga2 gt, pas kami ke bawah, da lumayan beres apinya, untung blom besar2 bgt, tp lumayan jg, krn temboknya da pada item gt, trs yg ngerinya, di bawah bagian yg kebakar tuh ada genset, bahkan ampe setgh jam gt, bgian atas gensetnya masi panas, tuh untung g meledak, krn untung di atas gensetnya, ada yg naruh alas kaki mobil, jd alas mobilnya tuh yg kebakar abis, haduh…. shock bukan main..

Ampe jam 3 blom ada yg tdr, smua masi pada shock.. akhirnya krn da ngantok, aku pigi tdr deh.. Syukur bgt g terjadi apa2.. thanks God… hu….. leganya…
Ampe skrg, asal ada kedap kedip, lgsg parnok sndiri… hehe

well, few minutes ago, i tried to open my blog,
and surprisingly realize that it has been upgraded to a better version,
wew… really got shocked for not finding my blog migrated! huahua… [really wanna cry at dat moment... grrrr]
dunno what had happened.. but all the posts have gone.. hua….. :((

so, i’m compelled to repost some old posts, ’some’ cause i didn’t have copy of other posts.. hmmm….
well.. just welcoming new comments from u all to rebrighten my heart.. haha…

but over all, i have to confess this new version is much more interesting..
but why my posts have to gone…… huahuauhua……

It’s been a long time since the last I updated my post.. just like what Vanessa has reminded me.. he..
well, actually I want to post this in these few days, but don’t have enough time due to projects’ deadline.. hu..

This time I want to share something shocking and unbelieveable that I heard last week.. You really don’t want to believe this ….
so, here’s the story.. 
I visited my uncle’s house last week, all the fam gathered there to have a ceremony (an annual ritual to honour “the late”), I arrived there quite late cause I had college. Everybody was ready to go home when I arrived.
After finishing the ritual of the ceremony, my uncle’s youngest daughter asked me to play with her, her elder sister was not at home, so she had no friend to play with.
Then both of us played in her room, making houses and stuffs from the blocks. She’s a very active, smart, and lovely  5-year-old girl. She’s talkative but not annoying like many other kids will be, she talks like adults, yeah, modern kids now talk in such way, huh?   So, we talked a lot.. bout the home, the subjects, the tv shows, the school, and friends.
She told me she had some annoying friends..  A boy (native) likes to show his penis to his friends in the class, ever show it to my cousin too, but she closed her eyes, she said.  Then she told me “He ever opened my skirt too!! And touch my [you know, sensitive place]“
I was really shocked!!
“really??”
“yes, several times.. “
“ several times???  and you didn’t do anything?”
“I told the teacher… “  ha.. i feel so relieved…  “cause i can’t bear it anymore!! hu..” she continued, with annoyed expression. But I know she doesn’t realize what had happened. She doesn’t know it was a kind of sexual abuse. She described it just like the boy has pinched her for several times and can’t bear it anymore. God…
“so what did the teacher do?  She didn’t talk to him?” I asked.
“I don’t know.. .. but sometimes my teacher doesn’t believe us…”
“and you are not the only one, I think?”
“no, he did this to some girls..”
“no one reports?”
“i don’t know.. some of my them didn’t say anything, i guess..”
“your parents know bout this?”
“I’ve told my dad”
fuih.. u don’t know how relieved i am for hearing this…  her parents must have done something at least..
“how old is the boy?”
“grow up already..” and she blinked her eyes “like me.. TK B [kindergarden 2nd]!”
what?? Same age with her.. 5 years old.. well, actually i thought he’s  a bit older, maybe primary or something.. but kindergarten.. and do this thing?? I can’t believe it..
from where does this boy learn this thing??  Watching porn videos?? And his parents never know this?? Haaa.. can’t believe our morale has been this bad..  everybody talks bout saving nation but this is just a small sample of our kids’ behaviour..
Let u judge the condition of our nation, guys..

The most important now is that she takes action and I told her how proud i am…  maybe there are still some girls whose parents don’t know this condition..
take care of the ones u love, guys, don’t ever let this happen to them..  i really want to warn you all bout this..

Mungkin itu jawaban yg paling pas bt pertanyaan begitu byk org2 ma aq ttg status q yg kdg bikin aq males ngejawabnya.
He..  ada yg nanya “yen, jomblo?” , “ah, jgn milih2 lar..”, ato “dia kan baek, koq g ditrima?” ,   ada pulak yg bilang “kpn nyusul aq?” waw!!
tante q kl ketemu suka bgt nanya, “ma sapa dtg? mana gandengan? Ktnya uda ada.. “ ,  kalo g itu,  pst, “kmrn ketemu kamu ma co, sapa tuh? Masak bukan co mu..”,
sampe si ai peramal yg nanya , “masak kamu masih sendiri? Milih2 ya?”
hadoh…. apa2an seh smua? koq mereka yg sibuk? Apa seh yg slah? Seolah2 da jomblo bertaon2 aje..
What’s the problem? Spt kata TG, being single is not a crime, betul, teg?

Dan yg bikin bete itu krn seolah2 aq yg milih2 dan sengaja jomblo.
dan seolah2 aq ngasi persyaratan segudang ma calon gandengan baru. Wah.. g betul itu… mana brani? Emk sapa aq sampe sok2an ngasi persyaratan? Ngk lar… hehe J

Jawaban plg mudah dan plg sering kluar cuman, “belum ada yg cocok..” dan blm cocok bukan brarti milih2. Okay? J

Aq tau byk yg sayang en concern ma aq,
that’s why mrk sibuk dan aq tau mrk pingin yg terbaik buat aq. Thanks for all the attentions..
but i have my own explanation also..
bukan aq sengaja jomblo atau mengidamkan perfect guy, g sama skali,
hanya saja for me a relationship can not work with the “try and error” method.
g bisa asal grab/nyomot atau trima co gt aj , spend time with them, doesn’t work, trz pisah, en start from the first again..  g bisa seperti itu.. mgkn bg byk ce ato co ngrasa itu salah satu metode plg ok, but for me  my heart and my love bukan buat nyoba2 spt itu.. It’s not me…

I don’t have time to play around, I need something serious..
I know there are boys who care bout me, send me gifts and messages, thanks for the gifts, I really appreciate it, a lot! thanks for all of you… but don’t rush me, guys..
I know your question must be “so why don’t u accept one of them?”
I told u, I need seriousness.. bukan hanya asal ditrima dan bisa dipamerin wkt jalan..
ya emk ada yg menganggap konsep pacar adalh buat dipamerin, baek dipamerin cakepnya, duitnya, ato at least biar g diblg jomblo.. wah, konsep dari mana itu?

Lgan konsep pacaran buat aq uda beda.. pacaran buat q bukan cuman jalan, makan, nonton, harus ktemu tiap hari.. not something like that..,
mungkin itu smua emk jadi rutinitas dlm relationship dan berfungsi utk mengenal lebih dlm lagi,
but it’s more important for me to have a real companion in life, yg bisa diajak diskusi, bisa kasi masukan, pny visi yg sama dan bisa sama2 berkembang.
klo cuman cakep, byk duit, bisa diajak jln kemana aj, tapi g bisa nyambung kalo diajakin diskusi, wadoh.. lama2 males jg toh?

“so you wanna marry now?” nope.. not now.. itu crita 4/5 tahun k depan.. haha msh byk yg bisa dikerjain skrg, kuliah jg blm kelar.  But need someone whom i can marry to. Hehe J

“What’s your types of guy?”  em.. tipe q?
kyk yg rendy bilang, g da tipe khusus, tipe itu relatif, bisa berubah kalo ketemu org yg berbeda,
it’s all about what I feel when i meet and talk to that person..
cuman mgkn ada la beberapa hal yg bisa bikin co itu menarik.. hehe
smart, bisa diajak diskusi, mature dan apa adanya, kdg semakin natural, co itu bisa jauh lbh menarik.
and one more thing, smart di sini bukan hanya academically smart but also psychologically smart.
kalo cuman smart secara akademis, cuman di atas kertas dengan Ipk 4.0, jg g da gunanya, kl secara psikologis g smart,
physcologically smart means he knows how to put himself in each situation, has good behaviour, has faith, and thinks smart. Those are much more important!!

Dan kyk title dari post kali ini, buat semua pertanyaan2 yg selama ini begitu males q jawab,
cuman ada satu jawaban,
“semua akan menjadi indah pada waktunya..” no need to rush, God has prepared the way, I believe that..
semua hal ada waktunya, dan akan indah jika sudah saatnya.. J

I walked in the room after coming home, towards the dining table…
And surprisingly, I found the purest love there. In a bowl of chicken soup.

The whiffs sent me the warmest feeling, a feeling that I need to release all the tiredness. 

After having college and working all day (plus violin practice), that chicken soup was the only thing that brought my spirit up again. A bowl of chicken soup that was specially served by my mom.

For her, maybe it’s just a small part of her dedications to me.
But for me, it means a lot…

Mom, thanks for your ever-lasting love…

I’ll never let you down and I’ll always be the star you’re proud of..
I love every moment we spend together… and seems never feel enough for me…
I’m still the girl who needs your hug and kiss before going to bed..
thanks for giving me so much love… (and this is what my children will have from me when i become a mom)…

I love you, mom…

Kemaren lusa aq baru nyoba minum jamu… yg bknnya bikin baek malah bikin aq pusing dan mau muntah….
padahal jamunya keren lo, rasa cappucino!! Hehe baru sekali kan tau ada jamu yg rasanya cappucino?
function nya g jelas jg buat apa, krn mama q yg mesen,
Tapi g tw napa, 15 menit habis minum, justru lambung q kumat! (secara aq emk dari dl slalu pny problem ma lambung) Wah, keknya angin2nya pada lari ke kpala deh, lantaran digusur dari lambung sama jamu.. hehe jadinya pusing en berat bgt keknya neh kepala…  tiba2 mau muntah en alhasil, smua jamunya yg q muntahin balek…. pusingnya ngaruh ampe besok pagi….
hem…  jamu yg aneh….. L

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Indonesian Young Musician Performance 2007 was just recently held in AryaDuta Hotel in Medan city, on 13th April 2008.
This IYMP was held by Staccato Music Education Magazine and it was a marathon concert in the cities in Indonesia (Malang-Surabaya-Yogyakarta-Semarang-Jakarta-Bandung-Makassar-Medan).
The show was supported by Boston piano, which the pianists used in the concert, and also by Melodi Music Studio.

It’s divided into 3 sessions, I was in the first session, so I felt very very dissapointed for not being able to watch the other two sessions. L
It was  categorized by age, category A, B, C for under-12-year-old students, category D for students ranged from 12 to 15 years old, and category E for above 15. So, ya I was definitely in the category E.

The performances in the first three categories (A, B, and C in session I) was adoring with lots of young players playing piano and violin. Some of them played so well that I was impressed that they have such big talents in their young ages.. their parents must be so proud of them!

The show was heating up after the Intermission as there were more talented musicians playing the world greatest classical pieces in the category D and E.
There were some great performances I could remember quite well.
First would be my teacher’s performance. She played a duet violin, F.Mazas op 38 No.2. She seems to enjoy it a lot and that affected her performance. What a lovely piece with beautiful notes!
Then I remember how the audiences were surprised as they heard different version of Frederick Chopin’s ‘Fantaise Impromptu op 66’  played, first played by a girl named Noviabella and second by Felix. Which’s better? Em.. Both of them are brilliant and talented but, I have to say that I was really impressed with the beautiful Thai-looked girl’s performance, she played it with such a deep emotion and just on the plate (if simon says.. hehe), and later I found out that she had performed in lots of International events, hem… J,
but the boy was awesome as well, just a bit ‘over’, but he’s talented.
My own performance? I played Sonata No.3 (G.F.Handel). Quite well actually.. just a tiny mistake in the notes, what can I say.. hehe

The closing maybe was the most waited as there was a special guest, Ananda Sukarlan (famous pianist in Indonesia), gave his performances. He started by playing ‘Dalam Sakit’ (English : in pain) which is popular as Ananda’s Aids song and the lyrics was taken from an old poem.
But I love the ‘Rhapsody Nusantara’ more, because it’s just so rich in melody and there’s a special feeling and emotion when listening to this piece. It was actually a piece that he produced to represent Indonesia generally but since the Jakarta’s governor asked this song to promote Jakarta, there were some parts in this piece which sound like ‘Jali-Jali’ with beautiful improvements (u’ll understand what I mean when u listen to it).

After all, the first session was quite interesting.. even some pieces bored the audiences, hehe
But yet this is a very good chance for young performers to show their talents and to raise up their confidence when they face a bigger event next time..

Hope can perform again next year.. together, with vanessa.. okay,sis? J

Jam 10:16 jam hp q, Ros ngsms, blg “yen, lu roni dosennya.” Hadoh… syukurlah… akhirnya jdul yg q ajuin ditrima jg. Dan ya dosennya lumayan la… hehe kdg sok galak gt, tapi ma aq baek koq.. hehe

Awalnya aq ngajuin komparasi antara accurate accounting software ma peachtree accounting. Eh, ada yg ngambil dgn judul yg sama, ktnya seh anak malem. Wah, sebel bgt…
walopun hrs q akui, aq g yakin ma peachtree, accurate wa ok la, tapi peachtree blm prnh megang sama skli, cuman aq da pny sfware nya, mirip2 seh ma accurate.
Dan da confident gt ma judul itu… hehe tapi… ditolak. Wah, shock! Bingung mau gmana..

Pas ditanya ke pak roni (secara dy yg nentuin ditrima ato ngk), disuruhnya aq nego ma orgnya, mau dia yg maju ato aq yg maju. Wah, males aj nyari2 orgnya lagi..
jadi seketika q kasi judul baru ttg mobile-commerce.
nah, pas diajuin jdl baru, pak roni mlh komentar, “kok ganti judul?” loh?! Bapak itu maunya aq maju dan org itu aj yg ganti, kalo confident dgn judul itu, ngapaen mundur. Wah… ??
dan pas diliat jdl baru q, ktnya “ini kan uda ada!” wadoh! Gmana seh? Ni blm ada, pak… hehe
akhrnya dgn berat hati (mgkn la..) diacc jg judul q,
prediksi seh dpt pak djoni, tapi trnyata dia dan dia lagi.. gpp deh, pak roni ok jg koq.. hehe
yg ptg bisa PI dulu. Hehe

Cuman bahan wa masih dikit, jadi harus browse lbh byk lagi… bakalan stres keknya ini.. hehe
Tapi target tetep, nilai A! Cia yao! Ganbate! (diajarin lisa, ktnya bhs jepangnya semangat J)

Me and de gank? Sapa aj tuh? Hehe ya.. aq, ros (panggilan bt non rosiva), lisa, en juni lar.. biasa.. J

Kenal ma mrk2 di mikro. Kalo ma lis en jun da lama, dari smstr 1. Plg dket seh ma lis. Wkt tuh blm kenal dket ma ros, krn ngira kalo anaknya sombong, wah, smpet g suka ma dy jg (hehe br tau kan, neng?) peace!!
Baru di semster 3 mulai temenan ma dia (oh, wkt tu suka ddk sndr dia itu, gr2 gk pny temen. Haha:D ngk lar, krn gank dia pada pindah mlm…), wah, tapi ternyata setelah kenal, anaknya sama gokilnya ma gw, en kami nymbung bgt, g nyangka jg.. hem…

Nah, kami tuh pny byk bhs2 yg frequently used dan ada jg tercipta g sengaja.. (y iya la…)
Berikut daftarnya :

·         What a heck?!

Wah, kl ini, gw yg mempopulerkan neh… sbnrnya da kata umum kan? Cuman g umum dipake di sini.. hehe bg yg g tau, neh kyk expression bout something we don’t really like gt, kyk “apaan seh?”, ah, kyk gt2 la.. g ngrti ngjelasinnya J

·         “Neng” en “non”

Ni panggilan resmi kami… g slalu seh.. cuman enaq aj manggil gt, akrab aj, plg sering antara wa ma ros. hehe spt biasa, msh aq jg yg mempopulerkan… hoho narsis!! Ketua gank.. hehe (sapa yg ngangkat? hehe)

·         “tersangka” vs “saksi”

Wah, neh yg mempopulerkan si lisa. Nth dari mana, g jelas, tiba2 muncul aj. nih sebutan bt dosen2. Mantap!
“Tersangka” bt dosen yg ya..rada annoying gt… hehe pis!

sdngkn “saksi” bt dosen yg ya…agk menyenangkan.. (agk? hehe)

slamat ya, Sa, dpt “tersangka J” jadi dosen pembimbing. Haha udah la, jgn dipanggil tersangka lagi, ganti jd “saksi J”, gmn? Hehe biar PI nya lancar… gt2 di satu mikro, “tersangka J” or “saksi J” yg paling cakep lo!! haha

·          “mo kau cho”

Nah ni yg mempopulerkan si ros. Kt dia seh bhs khek, g tau la..  artinya, “gk slah lu?” hehe J

Ros, ros.. istilah ni plg suka dia pk kl dosen gk kluar2 stlh lwt wkt ato ngliat baju yg hrgnya mengoyak2 dan merobek dompet. Haha J love our shopping, sis..

·         “rancakbana”

Ni jg kerjaan si ros. g jelas bgt artinya apa! Yg bikin jg g jelas! Kebayang kan? Makanya kami g da yg make istilah ini, cuman dia seorg, krn dia yg ngrti maksudnya apa, dan cuman dia yg bisa tiba2 triak, “rancakbana”! aneh…

·         La i la…

Kalo ini expression yg plg sering kluar tanpa disadari dari mulutku.. g tau jg napa… tiba2 bisa kluar aj…  hehe

·         Kekurangan ion tubuh

Maksudnya kok g konsen. Expression neh plg sering kluar kalo aq ktmu ato ngrasa ada orng yg lemot tanpa aturan dan g nyambung. Wah, sebel aj… bukan sok pinter lo, cuman males aj ada org yg g nymbungnya parah. Contoh, bikin prtnyaan tak pntg di kls, smntara jwbnya da pd tau dan muka dosennya jg da males jwbnya, trz, kalo dosen da baca ampe h, dia nya msh di a! Wah, bukan dosen aj yg males, gw aj, “capek deh!” J

Nah, sekian dl blog w yg pjg ini, hehe, ntar kalo ada bahasa2 baru pasti diupdate lagi.. hahaha
so, stay tune trz.. (kyk di tipi2 aj hehe).